Sunday, March 25, 2007
I was telling dar last night that i took more than an hour to blog each time. Blogging is becoming mundane lately. Well, that's just my perspective, or maybe that's just lazy girl talking. Somehow my puny brain can't organise simple thoughts which i intend to share with my readers. Dang! I'm playing flying fingers as i'm typing. In short, i've lost interest in blogging. Spare me this agony!
Top 10 most played
Lie About Us-Avant feat. Nicole Scherzinger
It Ends Tonight-The All-American Rejects
Waiting On the World to Change-John Mayer
Rooftops-Lostprophets
What Goes Around-Justin Timberlake
专属天使-Tank
Over My Head-The Fray
Only Human-K
天使-五月天
Time Is Running Out-Muse
I thought long and hard about it. Won't be listening to Hana by Orange Range again. Ever wondered why i love 00:58 of this song? Not Ryo who sang this part but his voice who reminded me of you. I intended to put this behind me and let it remain one of my darkest secrets. But i think i need a vault to let it all out now. No one knows anything about you, not even happyTHREEfriends. Wen asked me to share about my lovelife, but somehow i managed to brush this question aside everytime. It's not that i'm ashamed to talk about you. But talking about it brings back painful memories. I wouldn't say what happened back then but i've to admit i WAS infatuated with you. It's funny how we're able to talk about anything even though we've a huge age gap. That's probably the reason why i prefer older guys. =D
I told you i'm no longer the sweet young thang i was back then, one who would be taken in by your sweet nothings. You never took it seriously. We drifted apart. Before i knew it, you were leaving for Aussie. You called me out of the blue when you were there. I was over the moon. You called to wish me on my birthday. I was delirious. It's the little things that you do that made me start thinking if i should welcome you back to my life.
Deep down i miss you to bits but i never work up the courage to tell you. I love the times we spent together and how comforting your presence is. But what's left now is only a cold, hard nick in my contact list. I wish you could just take the effort to ask how i've been and all. Is it that tough? Did i hurt you so badly that you find it not possible to strike a conversation with me again?
Tsk, affairs of the heart. I wish i wouldn't have anything to do with it again. So much for wanting a HOT boyfriend. hehe.
Some idiot missed call me in the middle of the night. It was an unknown no so i smsed to ask who he/she is. I wasn't able to convince him that i' not his dumb friend kev. haha
I: kev rite?
Me: No i'm not
I: Oh den i'm sorry. u sure u nt kev? dun play leh
Me: Why wld i joke with you? I'm pretty sure i'm not kev.
I: Okok sorry i tink i got e wrong person
See! I took more than two hours to blog. It's already 1.24am. My brain cells sure need some rest. Nighto!
sprinkle some dust 10:46 PM